Bad Mommy 9-8-05

Well, Bella woke up last night very whinny, and stayed up most of the night. She had a coughing fit, and or course she's got a runny nose and is congested. I decided to take her to the Doc. Well, Guess What? What I thought was just a cold, or at most an ear infection turned out to be a mild case of pneaumona,(excuse my spelling). Anyway, if you have every had to take a infant to get an Xray, it's horrible....I cried, cause she was so upset. They basically put her into a plastic straight jacket, and tie her into it, and ask you to hold her arms above her head. it's so awful, she screamed the whole time, I know it didn't hurt her, but it scared her, and it really upset me. Anyway, how bad of a mommy am I, if I couldn't tell my baby was that sick? I know I'm being silly, I really just thought it was because she was teething or just allergies that had turned into a cold. Was I wrong. Well, Doc has perscribed antibiotics, and over the counter cough and decongestant. So hopefully within the next 2 weeks she will get better. Her birthday is a week from Saturday (the 17th) her first birthday.
And on top of all that, Brenden has to go back to get his xray next Wednesday to see if the Quarter is still there, if it is they will have to take it out.
Well, I did actually accomplish a couple a things this week, I cleaned out alot of Boo's toys and donated them to a church, who is going to donate them to the Katrina victims. That was good. Also got alot of Ejay's old computer stuff taken this morning by a Freecycler, and I am going through some boxes to donate some books to the library. I guess that's about it for now.