Boo and Bella's Mom

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Lost and Confused



Okay, my nerves are about shot. I am constantly confused, tired, and frustrated it seems. On Monday, I got up started the laundry, made breakfast, unloaded and started reloading the dishwasher, and vaccumed, twice. And that was just like the first two hours of my day. Then I realized, like most days, that I forgot to eat my breakfast, so I eat. Lately I can't seem to get my words out of my head correctly. The other day I was looking at the bread on the counter, trying to tell my son it was okay to help me put it back in the cabinet, and I couldn't think of what it was called. I know what it is, but I couldn't remember what it's name is. BREAD. Couldn't remember. I do that alot lately, or I get my words confused. I really do think that I have lost IQ points since having kids. I feel stupid half the time, because my days consist of house work, and Disney movies, dirty diapers, whineing, and not ever enough sleep. Feel like that movie Ground Hog Day, where I just repeat my days all the time. Will have to say, though, Ejay came home yesterday at 2 minutes to 6 o'clock. I was so thrilled, we all get to eat dinner together, then we both went upstairs and did bathtime with the kids, then we put them to bed. It was nice. And it really does make a difference, I know he works so much cause he's trying to make a better life for us, but it's really nice when he's home at a normal hour. He changed the air filter for me, and brought me my Pj's too, it was sweet. We even got to talk a little. Then he got paged and had to work on the computer, but it was nice, cause we did get that extra time. Tonight he is suppose to fix my screen door for me. I am overjoyed about this. I have been getting alot of headaches lately, and Ejay said it's probably cause I'm used to having my front door open, cause of the sunshine it lets in.
Anyway, on to better things. I made pumpkin muffins yesterday, they were really good. I got the recipe from the Sweetnicksblog, I really like alot of the recipe she puts on her site. And it makes me feel good that I can do it, and it's homemade. I have been cooking alot lately. Am going to try to make Chocolate chesse cake today, but I am going to mix three different recipes, and see how it works out. I will let you know, and maybe post it. Well guess that's all, will try to let you know how the recipe goes. I am going to post a couple pictures of my kids too.
I can't seem to figure out how to put the pictures where I want them in the post, but I will keep trying.

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